In today's world, there is a lot information going around. Very much more than 20 years ago. By now, we should all have noticed this spike and sudden increase in our overall knowledge. This era seems like a "transitional phase". A transitional phase we are going through that causes us to push past our current limits and break through to new possibilities. In other words, we are evolving:) But it's not fun, No No. There is a lot of pain and suffering that is necessary to this process. I think that's called growing pains. But growing would not be possible without the existence of pain and fear. If the color white exist, then certainly black has to exist as well, right? You can't have positive without negative. It's all or nothing.

-The Shock-  Some people, have seen what this is. These are the ones who know what enlightenment means. And they know that it can be dangerous thinking. They may tend to look down on others, because they see something that the rest of you don't see. Why do you think Monks live there entire lives in the mountains? Have any of you, practiced meditation? And then you just start thinking about, everything..Which can be very scary because you realize what may be true for one thing, is true for another. But in my experiences, I used marijuana as a thinking booster. And it also acts as a imagination booster. I used to get in my bed at night after I would smoke and just think, think, think. Eventually it got to a point where my thoughts were so loud, I couldn't even hear myself speak. I couldn't relax my body, and I got bad anxiety from it. This is the Shock. This is the result of knowing more than what you can handle. But you must not give in to Fear, or self-doubt. The overall point is to overcome it and be able to handle it. You just have to find something that works for you. Build your foundation first.