Who goes home some days and feels like worthless shit? Should we hate our lives because we don't get what we want?  I would say no. I've become pretty good at coming up with reasons not to feel that way. If you get hard anxiety, you should know how I feel. It seems like whatever I choose to believe, becomes real to me. So I choose to believe in good, and do what's good. If you don't believe in God, then believe in good. If the true, forgiving, loving God exist, then he will forgive you if you don't believe in it. But it doesn't matter if it exist or not. Just believe in everything good and then you don't have to worry about it. Besides, they are basically the same thing. Whatever the truth is, you already know it. You just have to search for it within yourself. Remember, only one truth prevails. God or no God. truth is truth. Truth is good, and good to believe in. Whatever you thoughts tell you, they are probably true in some way. Unless they tell you to go kill someone. Then obviously they are wrong. We should know better. But our thoughts are powerful. Thoughts become things. So keep good thoughts in your head and they will help you. If you keep bad thoughts in your head, then they will become real also. but it takes time for them to manifest like this so don't worry if you have some bad thoughts. Don't try to block them out, face them. Don't distract yourself with T.V., think about it. I use to get a great fear from that girl in the movie The Exorcist. Her ugly ass face would just pop up in my head and I'd start thinking a demon was going to attack me. but it rained one day and it was sunny. and there is a song, that goes with those days. it's called ''have you ever seen the rain'' and the rest of the lyrics are, ''have you ever seen the rain, coming down a sunny day? and I have. I remember how it felt to see the rain sparkling in the sun. made me smile. and whenever I see that image of that exorcist bitch, i think of the song and the image of the rain. it made me smile, and it made that exorcist chick smile too. I took the power of fear away from the demon, and gave it something good. But I didn't block it out, I merely found a positive counter to the negative image. I took something that was bad, and made it good.